Is it just me or do all women at some age begin to get baby fever? I mean there are times where you really want a baby and then it passes within a few days...but this time it seems to have been super glued to my every fucking thought. I can't watch , go , or hear anything without a baby being associated with it. I'm so mentally ready for a baby that the fact that I have no partner to raise a child with doesn't phase me.
I tell myself...Destinee...do you really want to be another statistic? I answer myself..."Yea why not?"
I mean I've gotten my degrees, it's not like I'm some college student and the worse part of it all is....I'm about to hit my 30's. Those of you who are 30 and over don't take this as a insult. It's merely the fact that I wanted to be at a certain place...at a certain time and I'm not there yet. This is a personal goal I can't really achieve alone. Which sucks...cause if I could you already know I'd have already set the plan into motion.
I mostly blame my ex for this sudden urge to pass on my cute genes. I had decided before meeting him that 32 was a good age to begin this next cycle of life. Now...I can't even wait til 30.
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